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    3/24/2007

    fed up with English

    How can I love English? I'm always fed up with it.
    Each day, I listen, I read, I write, but I still cannot rember the vocabulary! I hate it! But if I hate it, how can I learn it well?
    Don't tell me again I've chosen a wrong major. That makes me sad..
    There is about a month left for TEM4. I have to sit down under and pass it. Fighting!!
     
    Last Wed I went to the university town to watch Mayday's concert. All I could say is three words: hot, far and tired!
    It sounds fun but it didn't in fact. Frankly, I had a little regret. We have paid 130 for 2 tickets which should be free!
    Anyway, we still have fun that night because I can just relex for a moment. And after the concert my boyfriend give me a ride to GZ University, not in a car but a bike.
    I lived with my old friend's in GZ University. Her dorm is so comfotable that I didn't want to leave...
    So lucky she is. I should have applied for that school beforeT_T
    2/16/2007

    I like this lyric!

    妇女新知

    作词:黄伟文 歌手:莫文蔚
    1234
    我喺一个发育健全嘅女人 需要各种营养嘅平衡
    男人 新衫 现全(加)约会 零食 珠宝 护肤品
    运动 工作 交友(再)旅行 购物 娱乐 见男人
    sorry sorry 我喺咪数咗两次"男人"?
    虽然喺咁 爱情我都未算好着紧
    (我吃我恋上热量)

    今日我嚟教大家整甜品
    首先用滚水冲开expresso 粉
    再摆D lady fingers(饼乾)落去浸到林
    另一方面将D蛋白搅一阵
    起泡就加D kalua 再搅匀
    最后两样倒埋一齐整到一层层
    恭喜你咁就完成咗个 tiramisu
    一个世界驰名嘅意大利甜品

    你喺一个发育健全嘅女人
    所以呢个时候你有嘢想问
    无端端整甜品 喺咪手痕?
    抑或教你两招等你"涵"情人
    sorry sorry 各位等等
    女人最好嘅嘢唔一定要同男人分
    整个甜品锡下自己当奖品
    边个话爱黎留住佢个心
    (我买我拥有力量让心愿能偿)

    有时返到屋企都觉得有D晕
    因为买到成屋杂物冇"订"趸
    于是惟有出街shopping 散散心
    这就是我们购物狂的命运

    你问我做乜买左六条一样嘅裙
    你当我无用脑 其实我都有谂
    漆皮真丝横纹直纹长裙短裙迷你裙
    绑带拖鞋平底高跟唇膏胭脂乾湿粉
    翻炒再翻炒再翻炒我嘅的一生 只得铺头永远有新到货品
    小学都有教人类喺一个社群
    要相亲相爱 咁先够高等
    既然平时唔准独断独行
    唯一呢个时候我觉得唔使靠人
    唯一呢个时候我可以全权负责任
    唯一呢个时候我真正凭良心

    (我吃我恋上热量 幸福又平常
    谁又说没理想 我买我拥有力量...)
    (啊唔该 excuse me 可唔可以攞嗰件大褛俾我睇下啊?
    sorry 唔喺呢件啊 喺隔离有士多啤梨同cream
    喺上面嗰件呢~oh thank you
    oh~唔系呢件啊 喺隔离有士多啤梨同cream
    喺上面嗰件呢~唔该...)

    我喺一个发育健全嘅女人
    有乜伤心自己识得做医生
    以前有事只喺可以念经文
    宜家仲有三个字:食 买 训
    买得多咗最多忍一阵 食得多咗去gym 修下身
    只喺担心训得太多有空虚感
    忽然好想身边有个人

    (我吃我恋上热量 幸福又平常
    谁又说没理想 我买我拥有力量
    让心愿能偿 付账单令我舒畅)

    我喺一个发育健全嘅女人 不过有时失惊无神发炆憎
    以下呢句你当我鬼拍后尾枕
    我有时会谂:喺咪真喺要揾返个男人?
    男人...唉~男人...唉~
    2/4/2007

    I'm extremely disappointed with you!

    You are now 16 years old and have already gotten your ID card. How can you still be so childish and superficial? Many boys at your age have been very maturity and known better.
    Don't you know your mother loves you very much? can't you see your mother expends a great deal of time and care in you? How can you treat her like that? She works hard for money and buy all the things you want, just to make you happy and do the right things. But you, being such a mammonist, realy want to buy every thing! You don't think about whether it is worth or necessary. You don't think about how your mother are being so tired for you. You don't think about you are rather selfish and extravagant.
    You should reflect on yourself. You are a stupid boy cause you are very depend on your mother. You have no function independence. How can you survive if your mother gets sick, or even die?
    You are always with your false friends but you don't know. You want to show off among them in order to find yourself and to be confidence, but you do in a wrong way. Things are never like you think it right or easy. Don't be a person with a very limited look. Get out of your small world and you'll see how big it is outside!
    Think more, boy!
    1/27/2007

    Long time no write...

    Since the earthquake, I haven't updated my blog. After the final exams, it's time for me to write down something.
    In fact, I've changed my Chinese blog. Nearly everyday I write in sina.com, feeling increasingly affectionate to writing.
    This is my blog's new AD:http://blog.sina.com.cn/u/1256833375
     
    I'll come back soon. See you later.
     
     
    12/23/2006

    Merry XMAS*^^*

     
     

    My Christmas Wish For You


    My Christmas wish for you, my friend
    Is not a simple one
    For I wish you hope and joy and peace
    Days filled with warmth and sun

    I wish you love and friendship too
    Throughout the coming year
    Lots of laughter and happiness
    To fill your world with cheer

    May you count your blessings, one by one
    And when totaled by the lot
    May you find all you've been given
    To be more than what you sought

    May your journeys be short, your burdens light
    May your spirit never grow old
    May all your clouds have silver linings
    And your rainbows pots of gold

    I wish this all and so much more
    May all your dreams come true
    May you have a Merry Christmas friend
    And a happy New Year, too
    ..
    We wish you a merry Christmas :)

     
     
    11/30/2006

    My season is about to come....

     
    If I want to thank, it must be you....
     
     
    Enough to say
     
     
    Winter is coming~my favourite season^^
     
     
    11/17/2006

    talking nonsense

     
    i'm not cruel to myself, but you.....
     
     
    sometimes i feel very gloomy, like the song playing
     
    don't what to do anything, just thinking every useless thing
     
    gradually, feel sad, and lose
     
    i am a moody person
     
    all around me are changing, my friends, my world, they're all laughing at me
     
    why I cannot change myself, cannot change anything?
     
    why I aways feel lonely, feel no friend, feel upset, feel no hope
     
    i am greedy
     
    but there are much people greedier than me, why they're still living so happy?
     
    maybe they are not happy, but I hate to see them happy
     
    i'm not cynical, but jealous
     
    i want to scream, can you hear me? i'm not a small ladybird, i don't want to be
     
    i'm just eager to be known by you, or, just seen, if impossible, just heard, OK? i am pleading
     
    i even pity myself, why you're still indifferent? my heart is going to break up
     
    can you hear my weak voice?
     
    the chief culprit is loneliness
    11/8/2006

    Miss you~

    My grandfather's funeral was held not far from my school two weeks ago. He died at the age of 96.
     
    He's healthy although he's old. He just often forgot things and had poor hearing. But all of a sudden, he died. He leaves us forever. His death has hit my grandma the hardest. She feels very sad and lonely. Her husband left her alone. However, she still has us——her children, her grandchilden and her grandchilden's children.
     
    I remember when I was small, I used to visit my grandpa. When he saw me he always said, "You should study hard and get an academic degree. I don't know if I can wait for that day." He said it every time, until I was enrolled by the university. Now I was a sophmore but he had gone. I still remember what he said, and keep it in mind always.
     
    In April this year, my uncle die of cancer. Nobody told my grandparents about that. They only knew my uncle was very ill in hospital. BUt something strange happened. My grandpa saw my uncle sitting in front of him. He asked his wife whether he's A Bao(my uncle). BUt my grandma saw nothing at all. That day was my uncle's funeral.
     
    We all think it is because my uncle was so lonely after death that he wanted to see his father for the last time, and till the end, he took him away from us.
     
    Miss them so much..... 
    11/6/2006

    fighting, my friends!

    Thinking fondly of the days we were freshmen, we are all exhausted! I'm just the idlest one....
     
    Everyone around me is busy. Some of my friends are minister(let's call it minister), some are busy with thier graduation thesis, some are busy with finding a job, some are busy cause thier jobs....The work is endless!
     
    When I woke up yesterday afternoon, I asked myself, "Why are we so tired?" Thinking that the work is endless, the schedule is tight, but the future is gloomy, tomorro is dull and without freshness, I am tired out and want to die. "Why life is always tiring? does it still have fun?"
     
    I feel homesick. I miss my house, miss my bed, miss my computer(not the one in dorm), miss my mum, even miss my dad....So long as I could stay at home!!
     
    You can say I am lazy and spoiled rotten.
    I can take charge of my own time;
    I can do my work without disturbance;
    I can sleep well throughout the night;
    I can take a shower every night and save lots of time;
    I can throw my clothes into the washing machine without harming my hands;
    ........
     
    But things are not always as we wish, right?
    So, we can just get it over. If not, next will be harder.
    Life is not so easy.....Fighting my friends, I am always cheering for you!
    10/22/2006

    I have caught a cold

     
    I have caught a cold......T_T
    It's long time I haven't been sick. But this time, I want to die........
    My leg gets pain again. Oh no! I'm just like an old woman=.=b
     
    Now I only want to sleep...Sleep a whole day zzzzz2222222222ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
    10/7/2006

    千里之外

    屋檐如悬崖 风铃如沧海 我等燕归来 
    时间被安排 演一场意外 你悄然走开
    故事在城外 浓雾散不开 看不清对白 
    你听不出来 风声不存在 是我在感慨
    梦醒来 是谁在窗台 把结局打开 
    那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆

    Eaves erecting high against the world outside, Windmill echoing like the sound of an ebbing tide, 
    I await you through all days and nights.
    Without a word of good-bye, you pass me by and everything fades into black.
    Our story started in the wilderness far and wide; with dim air choking all words and passion in our eyes.
    Then I uttered a sigh, and you have always taken that as a wind that just brushed by.
    Our destiny was unveiled after my roaming dreams took their flight, leaving me with infinite fear for the pale future without you holding me tight.

    我送你离开 千里之外 你无声黑白 
    沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱
    我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在 
    琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生 去等待

    Farewell, my girl, but you say not good-bye.
    Our heightened distance drives eternity out of sight.
    Farewell, my girl, will you forever abide?
    Melody coming from afar bidding lifelong departure doomed for you and I.

    一身琉璃白 透明着尘埃 你无瑕的爱 
    你从雨中来 诗化了悲哀 我淋湿现在
    芙蓉水面采 船行影犹在 你却不回来 
    被岁月覆盖 你说的花开 过去成空白
    梦醒来 是谁在窗台 把结局打开 
    那薄如蝉翼的未来 经不起谁来拆

    Dressed in gown of pure bright, you gave me faith that your love will never lie.
    Raindrops were falling when you came along and sadness was born whereupon, leaving me countless teardrops to ease my fright
    How I mourn the days when you picked the lotus in the twilight. And with that lonesome boat, you never came back.
    Time carries away every petal and tide, the past is nothing but void and heartfelt cries.
    Our destiny was unveiled after my roaming dreams took their flight, leaving me with infinite fear for the pale future without you holding me tight.
     
    我送你离开 千里之外 你无声黑白 
    沉默年代 或许不该 太遥远的相爱
    我送你离开 天涯之外 你是否还在 
    琴声何来 生死难猜 用一生 去等待

    Farewell, my girl, but you say not good-bye.
    Our heightened distance drives eternity out of sight.
    Farewell, my girl, will you forever abide?
    Melody coming from afar bidding lifelong departure doomed for you and I.

    Free to fly with the wind

     
    One windy spring day, I observed young people having fun using the wind to fly their kites. Multicolored creations of varying shapes and sizes filled the skies like beautiful birds darting and dancing. As the strong winds gusted against the kites, a string kept them in check.

    Instead of blowing away with the wind, they arose against it to achieve great heights. They shook and pulled, but the restraining string and the cumbersome tail kept them in tow, facing upward and against the wind. As the kites struggled and trembled against the string, they seemed to say, “Let me go! Let me go! I want to be free!” They soared beautifully even as they fought the restriction of the string. Finally, one of the kites succeeded in breaking loose. “Free at last,” it seemed to say. “Free to fly with the wind.”

    Yet freedom from restraint simply put it at the mercy of an unsympathetic breeze. It fluttered ungracefully to the ground and landed in a tangled mass of weeds and string against a dead bush. “Free at last” free to lie powerless in the dirt, to be blown helplessly along the ground, and to lodge lifeless against the first obstruction.

    How much like kites we sometimes are. The Heaven gives us adversity and restrictions, rules to follow from which we can grow and gain strength. Restraint is a necessary counterpart to the winds of opposition. Some of us tug at the rules so hard that we never soar to reach the heights we might have obtained. We keep part of the commandment and never rise high enough to get our tails off the ground.

    Let us each rise to the great heights, recognizing that some of the restraints that we may chafe under are actually the steadying force that helps us ascend and achieve.

    Where Are We Heading

    The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints; we spend more, but have less; we buy more but enjoy less.

      We have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences, but less time; we have more degrees, but less sense; more knowledge, but less judgment; more experts, but more problems; more medicine, but less wellness.

      We drink too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry too quickly, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

      We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life; we’ve added years to life, not life to years.

      We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor. We’ve conquered outer space, but not inner space; we’ve done larger things, but not better things.

      We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul; we’ve split the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less; we plan more, but accomplish less.

      We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait; we have higher incomes, but, lower morals.

      We build more computers to hold more information to produce more copies than ever, but have less communication; we’ve become long on quantity, but short on quality.

      These are the days of two incomes, but more divorce; of fancier houses, but more broken homes.

      These are the days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throw away morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. Where are we heading...?

      If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

      And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than to our family an unwise investment indeed.

      So what is the morale of the story???

      Don’t work too hard... and you know what’s the full word of family?

      FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER, (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU.

    8/28/2006

    My way

    And now, the end is near
    And so I face the final curtain
    My friends, I'll say it clear
    I'll state my case of which I'm certain
    I've lived a life that's full
    I traveled each and every highway
    And more, much more than this
    I did it my way

    Regrets, I've had a few
    And then again too few to mention
    I did what I had to do
    Though I saw with through without exemption
    I planned each chartered course
    Each careful step along the by-way
    And more, much more than this
    I did it my way

    Yes, there were times
    I'm sure you knew
    When bit off more than I could chew
    But through it all, when there was doubt
    I ate it up, and spit it out
    I faced it all and I stood tall
    And did it my way

    I've loved, I've laughed and cried
    I had my fill, my share of losing
    And now, as tears subside
    I find it all so amusing
    To think I did all that
    And may I say not in a shy-way
    Oh no, oh no not me
    I did it my way

    For what is a girl
    What has she got?
    If not herself, then she has not
    To say the things she truly feels
    And not the words of one who kneels
    The record shows I took the blows
    And did it my way
    7/19/2006

    喜欢....

    今天在朋友的Blog看到她写自己喜欢的东西,也有冲动想写一写关于自己喜欢的....
     
    喜欢自己的英文名字Fiona...不是抄袭某人的....
    喜欢自己的星座..巨蟹座...贤良淑德,温柔似水....
    喜欢现在的年龄..20岁...希望永远20...
    喜欢偶出生的,长大的这个城市..广州....一年一小变....
    喜欢自己的眼睛...不过也许太大了点....细妹说过像画了眼线....
    喜欢画画...把画出来的东西涂上颜色....
    喜欢打扮..不仅是自己..把身边的东西搞得漂漂亮亮..手机,镜子,书桌,房间,网页,空间...心情愉快....
    喜欢听歌..各种类型的歌..rock,punk,jazz,classic,light,R&B,electronic,hip-hop....不过最近有点腻....
    喜欢唱歌...喜欢一个人的时候唱歌...不过很怕在台上唱....
    喜欢滨崎步..原因好多..但不包括她的歌声....
    喜欢看电影..尤其是动画片...尤其是日本的和Disney的....最近超喜欢阿布....
    喜欢看漫画..不过很少看.因为没钱买...喜欢矢泽爱老师的漫画....还有<玩偶游戏><心动季节>....
    喜欢NANA..喜欢与NANA有关的一切东西....
    喜欢逛街...从早上到晚上....累到快死了.....最好有好多好多钱...买好多好多东西....
    喜欢冬天...喜欢冬天出去逛街...没看过雪....
    喜欢看彩虹...因为有各种各样的颜色....希望人生也像它那样多姿多彩....
    喜欢浪漫..喜欢收花...最喜欢玫瑰和郁金香....
    喜欢各种碎花的东西...喜欢蕾丝....
    喜欢看世界名著,周末画报,Milk,Mina....
    喜欢的人是妈妈,老公,细妹,5人帮....
    喜欢吃的水果很少...喜欢吃苹果,葡萄,哈密瓜,西瓜....
    喜欢看别人跳舞...心也跟着跳起来....
    喜欢旅游...愿望是环游世界....
    喜欢热闹..也喜欢一个人的时候....但是害怕寂寞.......
    喜欢喝茶..喜欢绿茶的香味....
    喜欢吃米饭..喜欢米饭的香味....
    喜欢可爱的猫猫...讨厌笨笨的狗....
    喜欢看美女..不留意靓仔....
    喜欢与5人帮一齐疯狂...然后晚上在细妹家与她聊一整夜....
    喜欢回忆..多愁善感....有时候听着一首歌也会感动得要哭....
    ...............
    .........
    ....
     
     
     
     
    7/14/2006

    张悬__✖.

     
    宝贝.
     
    去听她歌唱吧,如果你觉得孤单,觉得需要勇气.
    听她歌唱,你仿佛在天上飞...
     
     
    我的宝贝宝贝 给你一点甜甜 让你今夜都好眠
    我的小鬼小鬼 逗逗你的眉眼 让你喜欢这世界

    哇啦啦啦啦啦 我的宝贝 倦的时候有个人陪
    哎呀呀呀呀呀 我的宝贝 要你知道你最美

    我的宝贝宝贝 给你一点甜甜 让你今夜很好眠
    我的小鬼小鬼 捏捏你的小脸 让你喜欢整个明天

    哇啦啦啦啦啦 我的宝贝 倦的时候有个人陪
    哎呀呀呀呀呀 我的宝贝 要你知道你最美

    哇啦啦啦啦啦 我的宝贝 孤单时有人把你想念
    哎呀呀呀呀呀 我的宝贝 要你知道你最美
     
     
    有吉他的时候就要有她这样的声音
    有音符的时候就要有她这样的创作
    有感情的时候就要有她这样的情感
    有怀疑的时候就要有她这样的反省
    有音乐的时候就要有她这样的良心
    有恶魔的时候就要有她这样的天真
    有挫折的时候就要有她这样的信心
    有犹疑的时候就要有她这样的坚持
    有表演的时候就要有她这样的气质
                        -五月天.玛莎

     
     
     
     
     
    7/8/2006

    It must be Italy!!

    They have lost....
    巴拉克哭了?

     

    They are the best!!

    意大利备战决赛

     

    He is the best of the best!!!

    I want to watch the Final Round, but I have the final exam the next day........T_T

     

    6/10/2006

    ❀*゚’゚・Luxuries・゚’゚*❀

    Chanel
                                Anna Sui
                                                                Diro
                              Armani
          H2O
                                                                                                                    Celine
                                                                                                       Mary Kay
                      Gucci
                       OLAY
    Pinkbox
    OMEGA
          Fendi
                                                                        Nina Ricci
                                                                               Lancome
    BCBG
                         Prada
                                        LV
                                                                                                                              Tiffany
                  SK-II
                                                                                                                     IWC
     
     

    I want to have lots of money....
    6/3/2006

    无题

          刚看完<艺妓回忆录>终于搞清楚电影上不懂的地方,原来有好多不同,果然是看原著比看缩略、改编的电影要好得多!

          看完之后我的最大感觉是:男人好恶心!特别是日本的男人,噢,或者我没资格这样说吧,反正书上的男人令我作呕,包括那个艺妓一生最爱的那个男主角!我想起也曾经和细妹讨论过男人恶心的问题:脑子里都是sexy东西,最恶心的就是他们的性器官,不兴奋时像块烂泥!想到这里我就想笑!女人还是搞基好了....

          当然我说这些都是不客观的,世界上也有值得去爱的男人,不用你问我也会说,当然是俺D老公啦!那是情人眼里出西施的道理,可是最近还发现几个西施....

          本人是真的好讨厌广工的男人,一没素质,二没教养,三极肤浅!(我还没说他们样衰呢!)例子多不胜数,我已不想再回忆,想到他们就如同想到书中的男人一样感到恶心!除了我们班的男生....也许我不该在这里说这么危险的事情!

          我还是第一次同老公以外的男人拖手,而且是两个!当然,我有男朋友,他们也有女朋友,大家都明白这是节目需要,但是还是尴尬,真正表演时距离更近,我开始想到自己是不是应该尝试去拖别的男人的手,而不是拖一次就一辈子....如果真的这样,有人会说我笨,有人会说我幸福,而我自己却很矛盾,希望有个青梅竹马的传奇,同时也希望生活得多姿多彩!其实两者也可以结合的,什么事光想没用,一切看缘分,只是现在有些我期待的东西出现了在我面前,我开始胡思乱想了一下,但是我明白自己不能选择,也没得我选择!一旦明白这个道理,就像筑在河上的堤坝一样稳固,我只是有时会担心我内心的欲望会像洪水一样冲倒堤坝....就算是这样,我始终都会被现实打败,重新将堤坝建好,不再让洪水来袭,但是没有洪水来袭的经验,怎么去建筑堤坝呢?

          我觉得自己真的好贪心,但其实每个人都一样的啊!如果事情真的发生了,我该如何去选择呢?想起那句话:如果两样东西你都无法去抉择的时候,两样你都放弃吧!这是我买东西的原则,难道要我贯彻到恋爱中吗?其实我已经知道答案,只是有些不甘心,就像我不甘心自己就是这种人一样....


          下雨下了整整一个月还没完,好像身处英国,搞到人的心情都不好了,于是就去自杀了,真傻,可能如果天气好的话,她还会考虑一下跳湖可能死不了...

          有什么事情值得一个漂亮的女孩去自杀,之前我们想过几个可能性:怀孕?被奸?失恋?算了吧,失恋要自杀,这是最好笑的!可是竟然什么都不是,你简直想像不到她自杀的原因竟然可以这么简单?我真的不想对死者不敬,毕竟应该见过面,但是她真的很愚蠢!听说自杀的人上不了天堂,如果为逃避痛苦而下地狱的话,地狱不是更痛苦吗?

          我真的不明白那些人,有勇气去自杀,没勇气去面对?小时候不懂事,见到父母整天吵来吵去也想去自杀,长大后有发生什么不愉快的事是从来都不再想去自杀,因为这个世界有太多事情值得我留恋,太多东西要我去追求,太多责任要我去承担,不能这么一走了之,还有一样,我害怕死亡!

          如果我自杀一定不会选择水底,我最怕见到水底什么都没有,所以通常我都不敢去水族馆,或者看有海底的电影;况且我不会自杀!虽然对我的现状不甚满意,但我没有失去希望!或许是看不到希望才去自杀的吧,但是她忘记希望就在转角处....

          书上的艺妓们经历太多痛苦,以至于完全麻木,遇到痛苦时可以习惯性地去忍受,我想,这都算是长时间磨练出来的一种技能吧!自杀的人们大概是缺少了这种技能吧....

          今天坐车时想了很多很多,好久没有让自己思绪乱飞,通常让我想得痛快之后就会心情舒畅,只是这次,有点失落,优点惆怅....我果然是个感性的人!

          反正过去的都已过去,尽管我尽说废话,但我还是有想继续说废话的希望,大概这就是我的人生信念,鼓励着我不要去自杀吧!

          但愿死者在黑暗的湖底能看见彩虹!

     

    5/7/2006

    ...●︶ε︶●...五十岁ミ●﹏☉ミ

    . 老的滋味 . 

                                                   

    I wante to know whether I'm Happy if old??

                                       

                    

     十意味什么....

     
    味老爸老了

    味着偶20岁了

    意味着要摆大寿了 

    意味着五一节结束了

    意味着大一学年快完

    意味着快乐年代要过去了

                                                heart attack